shit why can't i just not have the feeling called love or better yet like.ok so this is what's happening one of my guy friend [more like my brother's friend] is getting married and well i always had feeling for him even before he met his gf.

I hate myself for having these stupid feeling for someone that is going to get married and possible have a family

He asked me if I was going to his wedding,I don't know if I can.I don't believe that love is forever just the thought of it makes me

I just seen so many relationships fuck up.A wedding for me would be slim to none,it's quite sad.